As much as it confuses me, each time we do all that its just amazing and I don’t want it to stop, cause it makes you happy as much as it does for me. I love our friendship & I value it so much, its the only thing that keeps me going and stops me committing suicide and you’re the only person I feel who I can tell everything to & you’ll be there to patch everything up that hurts me. But then since college ends this year I’m thinking with a relationship (if that were to happen) I’d be just scared that we’ll lost the closeness of telling each other everything and inevitably it’ll end & we’ll lose each other forever. If the only way we can stick together for as long as possible is staying friends, along with all these close practices then so be it. I feel very lucky to have this wonderful friendship with someone like you. One thing I am certain about though amongst all this confusion, is that I love you, no matter what.